FINALS WEEK!
So here’s a grade update.
Economics 1A: C+. Fuck bell curves. Although I guess not going to class finally took its toll…I promise I will study this week! I only need to raise my grade a small percent to pull a B…
Political Theory: B-. Not bad, considering I was expecting at most a C or D on my final…But my standards are definitely upped for the paper and final, since I think I did somewhat well on the paper and I don’t think the final should be TOO difficult.
Psychology: Ugh, probably a B. I’m going to be whoring out on the extra credit though. And since I slacked and got a D on the third midterm, I’m going to have to take the final. 
Technocultural Studies: Well I thought that I was going to have an A, but thanks to my TA claiming I never turned in my third journal, I’m bumped down to a B-. This is going to royally fuck my chance of getting an A. Blargh.
Freshman Seminar: A, thankfully.
So this brings down my GPA…I guess it was a stupid idea to overload classes. But I think next quarter willbe easier, what with my meager 12 unit workload and all.
In the past two or three days, I have been the definition of the term ‘eating my feelings’. Out of exhaustion, frustration, and anger at school in general, I walked to the Junction and wasted 5 swipes (!) on a tiny-ass box of vegan cookies (fuck overpriced “healthy food”), a slightly-larger-but-still-small bag of salt and pepper Kettle chips, and an Odwalla. My rationale was: “If I binge, I must try to binge healthy”. This was because I was picking out binge food while on the phone with the BF, who griped about the fat content in Dibs ice cream when I was about to buy it.
Seriously, hun? You smoke at least 2 cigs a day and your diet consists of fried chicken, Oreos, orange juice, pop tarts, fried mozzarella sticks, and coffee. I really don’t think YOU should be lecturing ME on fat content.
I have to wonder if he says it because we’re the same height and could be mistaken for the same weight. Asshole.
Maybe its because I’m secretly enjoying one of the benefits of him not being here: eating a shitload without any comment from him.
I don’t know what it is. The day he left, I went to Old Teahouse and bought a shitty eggplant and tofu plate. I usually eat half and save the rest for another meal, but in an attempt to finish the whole thing, I almost threw up from overeating.
What is it with me and binge eating?
Anyways, this weekend is major study weekend. I’ve got my TCS final on Tuesday, my Pol Theory and Psych finals on Wednesday, and my Econ final on Thursday. It shall be a fun week!
