So the boyfriend pretty much called me and told me he’s coming for eight days.
I told him I have a midterm that week. He understands, but insists that this week is the only time he can come because of logistics.
Fuck.
Can I do this? It’s hard enough not seeing him, but it’s even harder to get shit done when he is here. Plus, this may be a little graphic, but I just can’t deal with him here.
Why? Well the nightly sex doesn’t exactly do wonders for my sheets. Not going to lie. Plus, my dorm room becomes a fucking pigsty. I’ve already got enough troubles attempting to contain my own mess, and having someone else’s mess obstructing access to my closet, my electrical plugpoints, and a corner where I hoist myself up onto my bed is just nerve-wracking. Plus my roommate finally crossed over into her sorority, so she will be in the room more often.
Gah. I really need to up my game. I really need above a 3.6 GPA this quarter, which means having to be focused. Weird, since I’m sitting here at 1:35 a.m. and blogging about everything and nothing. Neither of which is my fatty Technicultural Studies portfolio or the studying on Elasticity that I have to do for Econ. Or the studying for my Psychology midterm on Monday. Goddamnit.
This whole boyfriend across the country thing is really tough.
But if I’m going to juggle a boyfriend, a 3.6 gpa with an increased workload, participation in IRSA, and a hint of a social life, I really need to get focused and put my nose to the grindstone.
This means no more wasted afternoons sleeping. Goddamnit.
Please, PLEASE give me the brains to make the right choices.
